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Written on: Saturday, December 6, 2008 Time: 7:19 PM
'ELLO, 'ELLO! Okay, long time no blog. Almost one week. Why? I'm lazy okay. Sorreh. I can hear SOMEBODY nagging at my laziness alr (e.g. my mum, my dad, Fik, Dan) OKAY OKAY I GOT IT ALR DAMN IT! Anywho, TMR'S HARI RAYA HAJI BABEHHHHHH. (I HOPE I GET MONEH, I'M BROKEEEE) Okay stop with the capping alr Imen, we all know you're high. On what? Idk, shut up alr woman! OKAY! ... Oh, you meant now? ... HAHAHA OKAY LAME SORRY :D
Yeah so Friday's Drama BBQ was veryyyyy drama. Met with Aida and Ella then bussed to Parkway and met Nat and Joanna(went to ballet instead of the BBQ) when we were about to walk to East Coast. Were looking for the pit and while calling Keith, he appeared behind us on his skates. Sat on the beach and wtv. Overall, it didn't really meet our expectations cause it started raining :(
P/S: PAPA BOUGHT ME AN IPOD TOUCH! ITS COMING THIS WEEK BY THE 11TH :D PP/S: TY TY TY LY PAPA! I know it must've cost you :) You're the bestest bestest best daddy everrrrr. Ily and Ibu many-many despite what I say when I'm in one of my many moods! :D PPP/S: Its hella hard to brush cats' fur esp if they're opposed to it and keep playing with the brush whenever it comes near 'em!
Shall end it here. I have to go brush their fur. I swear, I can lose weight chasing those two kitties. So if I do it often, (Imen - Weight) = (Cats - Fur) HAHAHA LOL
Written on: Monday, December 1, 2008 Time: 1:19 AM
Tell me one thing,
Do you really love me?
Quit saying sorry cause sorry doesn't mean a thing
Written on: Friday, November 28, 2008 Time: 12:26 AM
My previous post was damnnnnnn emo aight but I'm okay now :) I think. Anywho, yesterday (since its alr midnight haha) was sooooooooooooooo fun can. Webcammed/chatted @ Tokbox with Den, Preya, Alison and Alfy(HE IS SO NOOB OKAY, DONT KNOW HOW TO SIGN UP FOR TOKBOX LAH, DONT KNOW HOW TO ON WEBCAM LAH, NEARLY WENT MAD TRYING NOT TO YELL @ THE COM WHILE COACHING HIM STEP BY STEP, LOL NO OFFENCE KAYYYY) Andd made Kimli, and soon, Dianna and Ryan join muahaha. Sorry I'm superdyduper high thanks to my fever meds and it always happens. Dont ask why cause.. IDK! HAHAHA. Plussss, Den, Preya, Al, and I did this thing online, it was sooo funnaye manzz. But sshhhh, cant tell what it is yet cause I havent found it on youtube. Kay shut up, I wanna go sleep now, byeeeeeeee
I know I'm not perfect and things can't always be the same but you guys know I love you to death right? (: And sorry, sorry, sorry Aida, for going all I-hate-the-world on you! Yknow I can be one helluva psycho bitch sometimes, or always teehee!
All there's left to do is run
Written on: Wednesday, November 26, 2008 Time: 4:30 PM
Ugh, I feel like crap.
I hate that I feel so alone even though there are people in the room. I hate feeling so alone and uncomfortable among people I love. I hate trying not to cry. I hate pretending that I'm okay when I'm totally not. I hate that they can't see through the fake smiles and fake laughter. I hate that they can't see that my smiles don't always reach my eyes. I hate that they think I'm fine. I hate that they claim to know me so goddamn well but know nothing at all. I hate that I have to listen to what they say. I hate that whenever I try to talk about it, they change the subject and avoid it. I hate how they always make it about themselves, their feelings before mine. That they don't even realise I'm hurting. I hate that they're trying to tell me what to feel. I hate that they make me do what I don't want to. I hate that I can't do what I do want to. I hate that I won't get what I want even though its not expensive or hard to get hold of. I hate that however hard I pray, hope or wish, it might not happen. I hate that no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get over it. I hate that it overwhelms me like this. I hate to think that when school reopens, it'll be like it never happened at all. That I have to act all strong and tough when all I want is a hug and someone to tell me it's gonna be okay even if its not gonna. I hate wishing that it'll be you. I hate that I'll have to take it in stride and pretend that I don't care. Cause I do. I hate that I let people in so easily. I hate that I'm so emotional. I hate that while typing this, I'm crying my fucking eyes out. And that I don't know why.
I hate that I know we're parting. So much for saying you love me. It's like you don't even care anymore and I know I desperately need you to
I'm so sick
Written on: Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Time: 3:49 AM
Omg, I am so sick right now :( Can't fucking stop sneezing and my runny nose and sore throat aren't helping either!
Papa didn't get home till around 10 plus so I couldn't ask him about going job hunting with Preya tmr, I mean today. It's 3am in the friggin morning and right now I really wish I had detachable body parts. Pre called at 11 plus but I just took a panadol to try to stop the sneezing and fell asleep then I woke up and here I amright now. Blogging -.-
Written on: Monday, November 24, 2008 Time: 6:56 PM
Okay so, I welched on my pact to update almost everyday but hell, I've welched on a couple of pacts to myself like ten thousand times this week/month.
Yeah anw today's monday right? So let's see what happened on Friday all through Sunday.
FRIDAY: WENT OUT WITH AIDA, ELLA, SHAD, SYAF. Bedok > trained to Somerset > walked from Centrepoint all the way to Far East (Me and Aida bought shirts there, YAY!) > Lunch @ Lucky Plaza's Pizza Hut > trained to Bugis > bought Beverly Hills Chihuahua movie tickets > Shad dissapeared cause she merajuk with us, so we speedwalked to go find her @ Bugis Street > Speedwalked back to buy her ticket > While waiting Ella and I went to BODYSHOP cause I wanted to get my strawberry soap :) > Rushed to the theater > Shad got lost otw cause she wasn't with us, yeah next time merajuk run away again lah Shad lol > watched movie, Aida and I made one helluva racket HAHA >trained to meet Dan @ Raffles Place since he was around there > walked across the bridge near Fullerton Hotel to get to ACM > Daddy gave us a tour, exhibits were like fucking dark okay, some more it was at night! Kept clinging on to Dan cause I was too chicken > Ate satay! :) >Home sweet home baby
SATURDAY: WENT IKEA TO LOOK FOR BOOKCASE Nothing much but my bookcase is really nice! The wood is like black walnut so its dark and the glass has floral patterns. Its purdyyy and it matches my wadrobe :D
SUNDAY: 3 WEDDINGS AND BOOKCASE DELIVERY In the end, we went to 2 only lol but then the best part right, was the 1st wedding @ ACM. Yes at a museum. WHO HAS A WEDDING AT A MUSEUM RIGHT. But it was hella nice okayyy. So we got there blah blah blah, yada yada, sitting down eating I looked up and saw this boy and I was like 'Hey he looks familiar' then I looked at the girl in front of him, "She looks familiar too..I wonder wh- OMFGGG AIDA!" The we saw each other and we were laughing like nutters! :)
Yeah thats about it. Oh, gonna maybe go job-hunting with PREYA YAY! :D Andddd, Daryl is so lame lahhh! Grow up man bro :) Aida same to you! You're older yhan me what 4/5 months. Tsk, tskkk. It's nice to be called sis and I shall bully poor little Daryl/Joakim muahahaha
Sucker for a sweet talker
Written on: Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Time: 1:13 PM
(I'ma sucker for curls and redheads! So sue me!)
Woke up friggin early, Fik ordered Macs and bullied me into drinking the milk but I stole his grape jam so HAH, IN YOUR FACE MANZZ! I challenged Shad (the queen of noobs and sharp-ass tongues, no offence babe but its true yaw!) to create a blog HAHAHAHA
Now I'm watching 90210. Stupid, stupid Annie! Ty is wayyyyy hotter and cuter and nicer to you! Just let Ethan go back to Naomi damn it!
Anyway, Shad and I were talking and I can't get this one conversation outta my head :D S: I CAN'T TAG YOU WHEN YOU'RE PRESSURIZING ME! ITS PRESSURIZING! I: Okay haha, hurry up! (Waits a couple of minutes, digresses totally, talks about totally random topic) S: Oh, oh, I tagged you alr! I: Finally, what did you say? S: One said (fill in the blanks cause I'm lazy to type) and the other said (READ THE FIRST BRACKET THINGY!) I: You took that long to type that out -.- S: No! I took that long to think about what to type out (laughs/giggles)
Yeah, right, sure I believe you Shadsy :D NOT! HAHAHAHA
Written on: Saturday, December 6, 2008 Time: 7:19 PM
'ELLO, 'ELLO! Okay, long time no blog. Almost one week. Why? I'm lazy okay. Sorreh. I can hear SOMEBODY nagging at my laziness alr (e.g. my mum, my dad, Fik, Dan) OKAY OKAY I GOT IT ALR DAMN IT! Anywho, TMR'S HARI RAYA HAJI BABEHHHHHH. (I HOPE I GET MONEH, I'M BROKEEEE) Okay stop with the capping alr Imen, we all know you're high. On what? Idk, shut up alr woman! OKAY! ... Oh, you meant now? ... HAHAHA OKAY LAME SORRY :D
Yeah so Friday's Drama BBQ was veryyyyy drama. Met with Aida and Ella then bussed to Parkway and met Nat and Joanna(went to ballet instead of the BBQ) when we were about to walk to East Coast. Were looking for the pit and while calling Keith, he appeared behind us on his skates. Sat on the beach and wtv. Overall, it didn't really meet our expectations cause it started raining :(
P/S: PAPA BOUGHT ME AN IPOD TOUCH! ITS COMING THIS WEEK BY THE 11TH :D PP/S: TY TY TY LY PAPA! I know it must've cost you :) You're the bestest bestest best daddy everrrrr. Ily and Ibu many-many despite what I say when I'm in one of my many moods! :D PPP/S: Its hella hard to brush cats' fur esp if they're opposed to it and keep playing with the brush whenever it comes near 'em!
Shall end it here. I have to go brush their fur. I swear, I can lose weight chasing those two kitties. So if I do it often, (Imen - Weight) = (Cats - Fur) HAHAHA LOL
Written on: Monday, December 1, 2008 Time: 1:19 AM
Tell me one thing,
Do you really love me?
Quit saying sorry cause sorry doesn't mean a thing
Written on: Friday, November 28, 2008 Time: 12:26 AM
My previous post was damnnnnnn emo aight but I'm okay now :) I think. Anywho, yesterday (since its alr midnight haha) was sooooooooooooooo fun can. Webcammed/chatted @ Tokbox with Den, Preya, Alison and Alfy(HE IS SO NOOB OKAY, DONT KNOW HOW TO SIGN UP FOR TOKBOX LAH, DONT KNOW HOW TO ON WEBCAM LAH, NEARLY WENT MAD TRYING NOT TO YELL @ THE COM WHILE COACHING HIM STEP BY STEP, LOL NO OFFENCE KAYYYY) Andd made Kimli, and soon, Dianna and Ryan join muahaha. Sorry I'm superdyduper high thanks to my fever meds and it always happens. Dont ask why cause.. IDK! HAHAHA. Plussss, Den, Preya, Al, and I did this thing online, it was sooo funnaye manzz. But sshhhh, cant tell what it is yet cause I havent found it on youtube. Kay shut up, I wanna go sleep now, byeeeeeeee
I know I'm not perfect and things can't always be the same but you guys know I love you to death right? (: And sorry, sorry, sorry Aida, for going all I-hate-the-world on you! Yknow I can be one helluva psycho bitch sometimes, or always teehee!
All there's left to do is run
Written on: Wednesday, November 26, 2008 Time: 4:30 PM
Ugh, I feel like crap.
I hate that I feel so alone even though there are people in the room. I hate feeling so alone and uncomfortable among people I love. I hate trying not to cry. I hate pretending that I'm okay when I'm totally not. I hate that they can't see through the fake smiles and fake laughter. I hate that they can't see that my smiles don't always reach my eyes. I hate that they think I'm fine. I hate that they claim to know me so goddamn well but know nothing at all. I hate that I have to listen to what they say. I hate that whenever I try to talk about it, they change the subject and avoid it. I hate how they always make it about themselves, their feelings before mine. That they don't even realise I'm hurting. I hate that they're trying to tell me what to feel. I hate that they make me do what I don't want to. I hate that I can't do what I do want to. I hate that I won't get what I want even though its not expensive or hard to get hold of. I hate that however hard I pray, hope or wish, it might not happen. I hate that no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get over it. I hate that it overwhelms me like this. I hate to think that when school reopens, it'll be like it never happened at all. That I have to act all strong and tough when all I want is a hug and someone to tell me it's gonna be okay even if its not gonna. I hate wishing that it'll be you. I hate that I'll have to take it in stride and pretend that I don't care. Cause I do. I hate that I let people in so easily. I hate that I'm so emotional. I hate that while typing this, I'm crying my fucking eyes out. And that I don't know why.
I hate that I know we're parting. So much for saying you love me. It's like you don't even care anymore and I know I desperately need you to
I'm so sick
Written on: Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Time: 3:49 AM
Omg, I am so sick right now :( Can't fucking stop sneezing and my runny nose and sore throat aren't helping either!
Papa didn't get home till around 10 plus so I couldn't ask him about going job hunting with Preya tmr, I mean today. It's 3am in the friggin morning and right now I really wish I had detachable body parts. Pre called at 11 plus but I just took a panadol to try to stop the sneezing and fell asleep then I woke up and here I amright now. Blogging -.-
Written on: Monday, November 24, 2008 Time: 6:56 PM
Okay so, I welched on my pact to update almost everyday but hell, I've welched on a couple of pacts to myself like ten thousand times this week/month.
Yeah anw today's monday right? So let's see what happened on Friday all through Sunday.
FRIDAY: WENT OUT WITH AIDA, ELLA, SHAD, SYAF. Bedok > trained to Somerset > walked from Centrepoint all the way to Far East (Me and Aida bought shirts there, YAY!) > Lunch @ Lucky Plaza's Pizza Hut > trained to Bugis > bought Beverly Hills Chihuahua movie tickets > Shad dissapeared cause she merajuk with us, so we speedwalked to go find her @ Bugis Street > Speedwalked back to buy her ticket > While waiting Ella and I went to BODYSHOP cause I wanted to get my strawberry soap :) > Rushed to the theater > Shad got lost otw cause she wasn't with us, yeah next time merajuk run away again lah Shad lol > watched movie, Aida and I made one helluva racket HAHA >trained to meet Dan @ Raffles Place since he was around there > walked across the bridge near Fullerton Hotel to get to ACM > Daddy gave us a tour, exhibits were like fucking dark okay, some more it was at night! Kept clinging on to Dan cause I was too chicken > Ate satay! :) >Home sweet home baby
SATURDAY: WENT IKEA TO LOOK FOR BOOKCASE Nothing much but my bookcase is really nice! The wood is like black walnut so its dark and the glass has floral patterns. Its purdyyy and it matches my wadrobe :D
SUNDAY: 3 WEDDINGS AND BOOKCASE DELIVERY In the end, we went to 2 only lol but then the best part right, was the 1st wedding @ ACM. Yes at a museum. WHO HAS A WEDDING AT A MUSEUM RIGHT. But it was hella nice okayyy. So we got there blah blah blah, yada yada, sitting down eating I looked up and saw this boy and I was like 'Hey he looks familiar' then I looked at the girl in front of him, "She looks familiar too..I wonder wh- OMFGGG AIDA!" The we saw each other and we were laughing like nutters! :)
Yeah thats about it. Oh, gonna maybe go job-hunting with PREYA YAY! :D Andddd, Daryl is so lame lahhh! Grow up man bro :) Aida same to you! You're older yhan me what 4/5 months. Tsk, tskkk. It's nice to be called sis and I shall bully poor little Daryl/Joakim muahahaha
Sucker for a sweet talker
Written on: Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Time: 1:13 PM
(I'ma sucker for curls and redheads! So sue me!)
Woke up friggin early, Fik ordered Macs and bullied me into drinking the milk but I stole his grape jam so HAH, IN YOUR FACE MANZZ! I challenged Shad (the queen of noobs and sharp-ass tongues, no offence babe but its true yaw!) to create a blog HAHAHAHA
Now I'm watching 90210. Stupid, stupid Annie! Ty is wayyyyy hotter and cuter and nicer to you! Just let Ethan go back to Naomi damn it!
Anyway, Shad and I were talking and I can't get this one conversation outta my head :D S: I CAN'T TAG YOU WHEN YOU'RE PRESSURIZING ME! ITS PRESSURIZING! I: Okay haha, hurry up! (Waits a couple of minutes, digresses totally, talks about totally random topic) S: Oh, oh, I tagged you alr! I: Finally, what did you say? S: One said (fill in the blanks cause I'm lazy to type) and the other said (READ THE FIRST BRACKET THINGY!) I: You took that long to type that out -.- S: No! I took that long to think about what to type out (laughs/giggles)
Yeah, right, sure I believe you Shadsy :D NOT! HAHAHAHA
About me
Hello Homosapiens! I'm Imen, 23rd December 1994, Student, Nas, English Drama Club. I've survived 14 years and I'm still strong. Judge me, hate me I couldn't really give a flying f*ck
I love my bitches so don't mess with 'em cause if you do ya mess with me too. No shit! I don't think life's fair and to the privileged little rich kids who whine constantly, grow up! I like my life the way it is but a little more freedom and $$$ wouldn't hurt :) Honestly, I don't have the best of luck with relationships but hell, I have my god-awesome friends/bitches/sisters! Irritating 'em is my forte and I do it just because. I like to make kissy-kissy pouts with my friends when we do this posh little greeting that we do. No, we don't do that cause we really want to kiss each other, I'm not a homosexual nor bisexual, I'm heterosexual, duh. I like boys. Rich, handsome, and hot, and nice boys. Who doesn't? For the record, I ain't no rainbow-bashing homophobic although bashing rainbows does sound fun! Did I mention I'm an impulsive shopper? >:D
